many things

there are many things runnin through my mind. so where shall i begin?

friday..
it was awesome. the drinkin and the dancing with my sweetest girls, bas and rai. tho it ended pretty badly ltr with this mentally fucked up person. the rest of it was not too bad. jus aint in the mood to elaborate. i think guys that are younger, if they wanna date someone much older, they gotta prove to the girl's frens and the girl that he is matured in his thinking. not fucked up. that way, u aint lookin for a gf, ure lookin for a mum. someone to look after and clean up ur drug mess. urgh. go fuck spider.

saturday..
i jus slpt till the aftnn. went with my mum to my relatives place, bought the rice bucket thing for J's mom, carried baby, den aft tt made a surprise visit to J's place and had to eat... the japenese shabu shabu. i swear its nice but i was gonna meet see song to bring him to eat some gd food. =) and sure see song enjoyed it to the fullest. he has 2 servings of rice while i was strugglin to finish my 1 plate. ate alot of fattening but nice food. sucha sin.. :P it was really nice meetin up with see song and makin our way to lil indian - DAMIT, i really shlda complain it was only 10.25pm right song? im sucha bimb. haha. right -.- and then we went to eat ben and jerry's ice cream "half baked" quite funny i convinced song the weird dough was brownie? hah. and den i realised what he was talkin abt when i finally reached tt part lar... so its blardie funny. i feel quite dumb abt the whole matter..
anw, yes, i wanna go back to the J part. it was sweet meetin up with baby today again.. after a very very stressful week at work and with studies, to lie in his arms and jus savour the essence of his presence.. jus makes me wander to my dreams :) its sucha magical feeling..

sunday..
went to cut my hair.. haha. fringe.. =) cheryl says i look 18 now. thanks lar gurlie.. =) *grumbles* her show was great..! =) magnificent, it'd really take alot of time to pull off sucha event thats super and so fabulous. =) i jus cant wait to get married now - ahem, it was an outdoor weddin show for 3 days. i got to take a picture with the already melted white cake tho. will post it up here soon. hehe!

oh yes did i mention osh called me? it was good ketchupin with him. i jus realised how things spin and change for one individual and to yet another it jus doesnt affect him/her. really.. tts how the world is like. so what if ur world is down and depressed? everyone's world still spins. stupid mentality to mourn about the whole thing. let me show you whats the right mentality.

IF YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING, AND YOU START FEELING SELF PITY OR DEPRESSED ABOUT WHO KNOWS WHAT, MOURN ABOUT IT FOR 5 MINS. AFTER THE 5 MINS, EMBRACE WHAT YOU WERE MOURNING ABOUT AS A FACT AND THEN DONT MOURN OR COMPLAIN OR WHINE FOR THE DAY. THERE ARE BETTER THINGS TO DO THEN TO BROOD ABOUT THE SAME THING FOR 24 HOURS. I MEAN, DONT YOU THINK ITS TIRING TO BROOD...... hate ur sulken pussy face. haha. :P pardon me, im slightly cranky.


and yes, i miss u.